So, your civilian identity is "curate," which means you're in training to become a priest for a religion you know nothing about. And you start officially... when?
[ Does he want to talk religion with Kakashi? A complex question he doesn't currently want to answer, and it defaults him to "no". Doubtless his old teacher would have some valuable insights that he craves, and so it takes a surprising amount of willpower on his part to stay closed off and irritating. ]
( torii are cultural. they're the gateways of the gods, and where the natural meets the supernatural. they're some of the most well-built structures in their world—in this one, too, which is why they're still standing despite monstrous assaults on the city.
so, when sasuke says it's tacky to dress them up in flashy lights, kakashi doesn't have to strain to agree with the criticism. )
I want to answer you, but it depends entirely on what you ask me. That's fair, isn't it?
This conversation should give you the context you need.
You haven't shared your feelings on that sort of thing with me before. Religion. Prayers. What you honor and what you disregard.
[ His willpower is faltering already, but questioning Kakashi instead of sharing his own opinions feels safer. More self-indulgent, perhaps, in a way he should be avoiding, but he manifests justifications almost as fast as he does protests and that's impressive for him.
And besides, it's only half true. He knows full well what Kakashi holds sacred and what he values, in this life or the next. It does't mean he won't ask him to say it. ]
I've never been religious. The only thing I used to believe in was the rules. And I realized the hard way that I was wrong for prioritizing them over the lives of my comrades.
Now I pray to the people who made a difference in my life, not the gods who didn't.
( heroes like the sandaime hokage. like his father. like minato and kushina. like rin.
like obito.
they all died to protect the ones they loved. sacrifices, though regrettable, that taught men like him that their lives were important. if they can burn so brilliantly still, maybe he can, too, even if his light flickers and is turbid. the will of fire can never truly be extinguished. )
You already know my answer, Sasuke. The day I acknowledged you, Naruto, and Sakura as shinobi, you paid attention to what I had to say about teamwork and applied it. Because a part of you knew that it was the most important lesson I could teach you if I managed to teach you anything at all.
I honour those who honour their friends and disregard those who disregard them.
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[ Now it makes sense........ ]
My role isn't fully defined yet, I'm still in training. I told you already. I'm researching.
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( soul leaving body...... )
Must I remind you we're a team? I'm going to find out eventually. So, why not just get it out of the way and tell me now?
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Tell me now that you won't interfere with my work or come to my workplace first.
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( PLEASE )
I won't interfere with your work. I can't guarantee the latter. If there's an emergency, I want to know where you're at.
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Do you know what a curate is?
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I assume it has nothing to do with the actual definition of the word.
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[ which I JUST LEARNED ]
It's a word for an apprenticeship in a certain specific profession.
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Catholic priesthood.
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I see.
So, your civilian identity is "curate," which means you're in training to become a priest for a religion you know nothing about. And you start officially... when?
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( that's how sasuke is. that's how sasuke's always been. )
It's just that it doesn't seem to suit you.
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[ Does he want to talk religion with Kakashi? A complex question he doesn't currently want to answer, and it defaults him to "no". Doubtless his old teacher would have some valuable insights that he craves, and so it takes a surprising amount of willpower on his part to stay closed off and irritating. ]
If you want to switch, I'm open to it.
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Have you visited any of the local shrines?
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[ I hope it's a miserable experience. ]
Are you asking me because you have?
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I have.
Things are modernized somewhat. The decorations on the torii make them glow. But the shrines themselves are untouched.
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It sounds tacky.
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If I ask you something personal, will you answer?
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( torii are cultural. they're the gateways of the gods, and where the natural meets the supernatural. they're some of the most well-built structures in their world—in this one, too, which is why they're still standing despite monstrous assaults on the city.
so, when sasuke says it's tacky to dress them up in flashy lights, kakashi doesn't have to strain to agree with the criticism. )
I want to answer you, but it depends entirely on what you ask me. That's fair, isn't it?
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You haven't shared your feelings on that sort of thing with me before. Religion. Prayers. What you honor and what you disregard.
[ His willpower is faltering already, but questioning Kakashi instead of sharing his own opinions feels safer. More self-indulgent, perhaps, in a way he should be avoiding, but he manifests justifications almost as fast as he does protests and that's impressive for him.
And besides, it's only half true. He knows full well what Kakashi holds sacred and what he values, in this life or the next. It does't mean he won't ask him to say it. ]
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Now I pray to the people who made a difference in my life, not the gods who didn't.
( heroes like the sandaime hokage. like his father. like minato and kushina. like rin.
like obito.
they all died to protect the ones they loved. sacrifices, though regrettable, that taught men like him that their lives were important. if they can burn so brilliantly still, maybe he can, too, even if his light flickers and is turbid. the will of fire can never truly be extinguished. )
You already know my answer, Sasuke. The day I acknowledged you, Naruto, and Sakura as shinobi, you paid attention to what I had to say about teamwork and applied it. Because a part of you knew that it was the most important lesson I could teach you if I managed to teach you anything at all.
I honour those who honour their friends and disregard those who disregard them.
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